Hello everynyan that reads this...I dont have much to say besides doing more rentry things and moving my site ive honestly been having a depressive streak due to lonliness I still wanted to update this just so I can dump all my problems here since I dont really have anyone to talk to so um sad stuff alert... Ive recently been feeling trash and more suicidal due to being alone with my thoughts realizing that my circle is extremely small having only 5 people I call friends two of them talking to me daily (that being my cousin and brother) I try and figure out ways to put myself out there but I end up failing miserably especially when people make me carry the convos and wait for me to reach out to talk I cant even make friends irl since the area im in limits it EXTREMELY and once you dont talk for the start of the school years getting friends later during it means youll get none which honestly sucks I feel like a desprate puppy each time I try and make friends and with how my social anxiety is it makes it way harder too and makes me think im bound to live a sad lonely life till I die...but yeah thats all I feel stupid putting this here but its whatever my site my rules

I have forgotten again sadly.. welp heres the run down of this week ive done a lot of things this week ive bee resecently working on more and more rentries! I have to finish my abt me one, my link horde, and my resourses one... the layout for my link horde is done its just putting in the links and what not for my resources rentry its just adding the nav and making the title thingys I did did my own pinterest profile I still have yet to work on the bio and my instagram profile is complete the theme being ashveil heh... I also did my spacehey retheme! I havent done it since whenever wiege came out so yeah I really like my spacehey theme its so cute... (ive linked links/images/vids if youre curious heh) and another good thing is that my big big brother got his tickets and will come around mid march!!! im so excited and happy I miss him... im glad ive been able to still be happy and productive despite my recent breakup I thought I would be more depressed and have it one my mind more often but I only really get upset if I think about it ive gotten some more games like NSO, All the danganronpa games (they were ok sale ok..?), Deadplate (I havent finished it cuz the last day ragebaited me), and more romance visual novels I changed my cursor to tartaglia (my love..) I find it so cute ive been happy all week I think after going through months of sadness and suicidal thoughts made me become happy heh(dare I say my partner breaking up with me was a good thing)

p.s. the only sad part is that I dont really have much people in my life friend wise

I forgot to update this for a while. Gulp...well, I'll start off first that recently I got a girlfriend I love sm we started dating 9/7 and right now my brother and dad went back to the USA to do some stuff. I miss them sm...(┬┬﹏┬┬) on the bright side, I get to spend some time with my mama! She had gotten lots of sweets the other day, like brownies, cake, and apple pie. Makes my mouth drool a lot...thats all I'm gonna write down for the day honestly hehe.

In about threes days im gonna be traveling to the Dominican Republic and staying till next year! Im excited to see all the sights and the beach plus I know my family will become more happy. Also side note from the apartment where we are staying we can see cruise ships!!!